shower

So today is my first bridal shower. Not first attended, not first run, but first where I am the bride. I have been a part of countless showers, "oohs and ahhs", yummy treats, and some silly traditions but today is a first for me. For the first time in my life I am sitting in that center seat, and the gift tags all have my name on them. (Or mine and Rob's.) You know the feeling you get when you are going up the first hill of a roller coaster? That giddy excited scared feeling in your stomach? That's me. It's kind of like a nurse being a patient for the first time. I know the drill, but it's never happened to me. I guess part of it was that I wasn't sure this day would ever come. Part of it might be the thought of all those people looking at me, watching my reactions. And yet another part of it is the realization that this, the wedding, is really happening. Seems a little like a dream that I am floating through. It's taken me like 15 minutes to type this, my hands are shaking. Much more later. With pictures, I hope :)